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2007-01-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

FRom today onwards.. This BLOG IS CLOSED!!!!

okay, i have finally decided that i'll abandon my blog coz i lazy to update alrdy.
sounds like my blog is some kind of ship..haha abandoning blog(ship)!
But i won't remove the entries, it shall just remain here.
maybe one day i'll open another blog, but not too soon, bored of updating.
so this shall be my last entry on this blog so must sound happy.

well, i'm glad my por por is coming with me, my parents and jo on a holiday this year, so cool lor. hahaha though it's only 2 days, it's better than nothing. BUt hopefully my dad is saying this holiday thing for real.
Sometimes, we all get tired of being the nice person. of making the sacrifices alrdy. so much so that we reach our limits.
and i just truly wanna say sorry if i've hurt u.

ALright, enuff of this blog.haha.

2007-01-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

i'm so freaking stressed, so freaking pissed, irritated, i'm so lost, so stuck. i need a long holiday.why are pple so depressed all the time? what's wrong with trying to be happy? why do pple make things worse than they actually are? why???? i've got a stupid article to complete as well as the stupid jap hw, which is sooooo confusing.

pls, relax!

pls, don't get sooo agitated so easily!

pls, stop stressing yrself out!

i'm slowly...dying...x.x

tired...

i dunno what to do.

2007-01-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

i just came back from walking with my por por downstairs and bathing..
It's been so long since i actually really spent time with her, and it's kinda nice, recollecting the memories from the past. Like times where she used to bring jo and i downstairs to play, walk, bla bla bla.. Even the holiday where we went to tioman , where she collected seashells and all.
Aiyah, a whole long list.
I really want to go on another holiday with her this year. Maybe end of this year, but problem is my parents don't really appreciate the idea of going to some beach resort or something, somewhere quiet, relaxing to just chill for a few days. It's always rushing here and there, always sightseeing, maybe it's time for a change right? I mean it's like i think it'll be quite nice if we can bring her somewhere for a holiday, there isn't always many opportunities and we must cherish every opportunity we have while we still can. Even if it's for once, why not? It'll probably mean something special to her, bring a smile to her face? i dunno.
yes, must accomodate the whole family, but the thing is i don't think it's very hard to just compromise for once right? It's like you don't want to wait and wait and then later regret you never had a chance to do so. regret is a horrible feeling.
Anyway, tmr there's econs test and i don't feel the pressure, haha..
Help, my japanese is going to die!!!! i better try read it tmr or something.

2007-01-20T19:39:00.000+08:00

stop adding to my horrible mood!
stop intruding into my privacy!!!
don't look thru my things when i'm not arnd.. i hate it
don't start quarrels or fights with me, it's damn irritating.
as i said before, i want peace pls.

stop guessing or making up things which are non existent, or imaginary.
you're thinking too much and unnecessarily.
worrying unnecessarily.
stop it.
it's freaking frustrating.
Don't make me more miserable pls.

and pls respect other pple's privacy too.

my blog will ceast to exist soon.
i don't see the point in writing here. what can i write?
don't try and know me from reading what i write.
just give me a break!

2007-01-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

today it was lessons after lessons..
i realised something...haha. i hate feeling stupid when i don't understand, i feel stupid all the time.hahaha so must aim to feel clever.
maths has a strange way of making me so worked up and so depressed. It's frustrating not being able to do questions that i keep wanting to give up halfway..but no. i can't do that anymore. i shall bug and bug and bug mr lim with every little question i don't understand.hahaha
For lit, it was a livelier lesson today, coz we were doing poem comparison and for once our class wasn't so dead.hahaha. Don't even talk about gp. it's super boring. Why must it be almost everyday that we have gp lessons, i have to carry arnd those two stacks of readings! So heavy!!!
Denise, i didn't get to skip pe!!!!! My dad say no valid excuse..:( hahaha

Well for pe, i'm So glad we got mr wong as our pe teacher again instead of ms smith. don't really like her.. but mr wong is mad, he made us run round the school which was supposed to be the route guys take..not girls!!! but thankfully, it rained so we only ran 1 and 3/4 rounds instead of 3 rounds..
Hmmm sometimes, we have to learn to be thickskin abit..haha then we won't feel so affected by what others say, even if it was unintentional or intentional and indirect.
Like what i learned at one chingay meeting, nv let anyone spoil yr day or something like that la..aiyah the idea is there la.haha
Well, i shall be hardworking now and finish up all my homework for tmr. I guess this year i shall just be consistent all year through then i won't feel so stressed. As long as there's alrdy that momentum going, it won't be so tiring to study.

i miss the pancake at bishan!!

2007-01-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

here's something funny..

You know the canteen food stalls, Ian was commenting on them one day..
Do you want to eat royal food or non-royal food? royal food is noodle king..haha
how about food that will make you happy? Japanese delight!
or food that will make you tempted? Vegetarian temptation. so lame rite.haha

I feel like i can't cope with my japanese lessons alrdy. SO many things to do. Last lesson was really blur! But well a few more lessons and it'll be the test.
Hope i don't fail.haha
I'm tired of the same routine over and over again.
i don't like competitive pple. It's pressurizing n frustrating.

Anyway thanks fanny, sunday was nice! :):) We should do this more often, it was nice shopping with you.haha i helped you think of an idea alrdy..you shld know what i mean. I miss you, fanny.
It's quite sad that i don't get to meet you that often. Miss you and yr craziness..haha. rmb the shirt u wanted to buy? so cute! haha..

Oh well, i have found some pancake shop that is reallly nice! I couldn't find it for so long, and now i know where to go whenever i have a craving for it. haha

2007-01-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

went to srjc today
i'm glad my group pple are quite nice, although we're a very small grp but it doesn't matter.
there was an ex sc girl who was in my group, she's j1 from srjc..so i decided to be friendly and talk to her. Well, at least they're not like stuck up or what so it was easier to talk to them. Although the games weren't rly fun, but well i enjoyed myself. It's like taking a break from studying.
I miss srjc. it brings back a lot of memories, from the surroundings, to the teachers, to the food. well i guess it wasn't so bad afterall. Sad that none of the stalls were open.
tmr will be the third lesson of jap and we'll be going kbox first since we havent been to kbox in an awfullly long time, except for me.haha. but 2 hrs..hmm we'll be missing out on one hour though.
i miss playing pool..i wanna go play soon.
overall i loved today.It was nice.

2007-01-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

just give me some peace.
i don't wish to have any fights at home.
can't u learn to trust?

today sucks.

hope tmr's better..
i'm probably going to close this blog, i dun have much to write nowadays.
my blog's dying,prob noone even comes here anymore.

i used to write long long entries, but now no mood.

2006-12-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

the stupid internet is driving me nuts.

update what? i dunno what to update!

anyway, i'll be away in taipei from friday,29th dec to 2nd january or izzit 3rd january early part of the morning. 12am?

i'm abit bored.. packing isn't fun.the holidays feel so draggy and boring.

taipei? sounds abit boring??? ask pple what's gd there? food!

okay, anyway i got nthing much to write alrdy, bored bored bored.

tmr sure nthing to blog abt so blog first.

2006-12-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

OMG...LOOOK!!! SO cute rite? so lame but so cute la..hahahaha, i LOVE THIS PHoto!!! Random pple do random things.. It was taken Quite long ago.hahaha see july ah?

Oh right, that's all for today! Anyway the christmas luncheon was great, and of course sandy, charmaine and i were PIGS. we took so much food and couldn't finish..hahaha. Charmaine can be quite crazy at times, so that makes it fun! hahaha always disturbing sandy and me during calls, laughing in that low and funny way. It's my last day of work today, i'm super happy it's all over, but it sucks, they only giving us the pay end january, so i'm left with last mnth's pay.. -.-
For a picture of how much we ate, look at my frenster..haha, you'll be amazed, i think.

2006-12-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

I dread it at work. Dread it so much. It's SO freaking boring, so damn tiring, so irritating. Have to do this, do that.
The pay, heck abt the pay. i just wish i can end now! It's like i'm some servant or something, have to do all the stuff pple dun wan to do, have to do stuff that is considered a waste of time to the pple in this office. Stuck in office! can't go where i want to, no time for anything. Sucks la. Friday, why can't u be here alrdy????
HAte calls. HAte calls..hate it alot. well, i'm stressed now.
Sometimes, you don't realise till it's gone...don't realise how much u're losing..still waiting.
i know waiting gets no where, but it's the only thing that keeps me sane.

2006-12-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

no more calls!!! I'm so relieved.
CAn't wait for friday to come, it'll be the last day at work.
Anyway, i think i made up my mind, i have decided........after deciding for so long....
I shall stay..that means i'm dead. loads of hw!!! loads of papers i can't find! maybe i threw them away? die! even mdm indra prob hates me coz i made her rly annoyed with me once.

I nv study, nv do hw, nv read my japanese stuff, nv finish jap homework. Die alrdy.
i think pple will say, end up i also didn't leave.but nvm.

I need to exercise... :(:(
tell me y???
Alrite, anyway i better go slp and the rain is so annoying, imagine having to walk at the edge of the road just to avoid the pavements which is completely flooded in the middle. ystday i didn't even see and i accidentally stepped in and my whole feet was submerged. :( sian.staying at home to slp while it rains is nice but not when u're out.

2006-12-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

It's my mummy's birthday today, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Although many times i don't tell her when i appreciate what she does for me, but in my heart i do, and i'm grateful for all the times she does things for me.

I hope you enjoy your day and i wish i cld take leave today and bring you out instead. Anyway, nxt wk will be my last week of work, i can't wait and yet at the same time i know i'll miss the food. I'll be kinda worried if i don't close any deal, and so far, nothing yet. i'm in trouble!

Thank you daddy for giving me money to buy the apple ipod mini, it was really sweet of you, thanks alot.

Anyway, to Joanne, i'm sorry if i seem to be so busy and all such that i've not been spending much time with u, it's always computer computer computer. Well, it's great that we have a family trip to taipei soon, den we'll have so much time tgt. Dunno if u even come to my blog anymore la, but maybe nxt wk, i'll plan something ya?since nxt sunday i got no jap class.

2006-12-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

work is boring! extremely boring, and i know i haven't updated it for quite a while, so yea.
Anyway, i'm so glad you're back, Sarah. Now that you're back i shall disturb you more k?
To charmaine, cheer up ok? like Sandy said, ni yao zhen zuo zi lai k?
i'll update abt the royal copehagan tea house soon, with pics and all...i really wanna change my blogskin, it's like so dead and boring. ok anyway, now that jap lessons have started, at least i have something to keep my mind occupied a little then i won't complain, i'll turn into some robot coz i keep doing something at work which doesn't require much brains.
sometimes, i find that increasingly, we must cherish our friendships more while it's still there, don't wanna have regrets later on. it's sad if a friendship just disappears suddenly. pple change, it's weird.
dunno what to say alrdy la
hope everything will be ok

2006-12-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

it's a boring thursday and i just got to work, today i have to make calls regarding some promotion. sian. i see chai tao kueh, no i smell it and i'm feeling damn hungry but i only have pathetic biscuits. :(
i really miss sarah, i wish she's back a few days earlier, aiyah dunno what to say already la
but sometimes, it gets rly hard waiting and waiting and waiting without any clue what's going on. without knowing if waiting will get anywhere.

i just want a proper conversation please.

2006-11-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

today, work was abit more interesting i guess.
Sandy started work today, while charmaine started on Monday.
As expected, SAndy got lost on her way here. She made one big round, and ended up taking a cab, showing up at 9.36am when she was supposed to be here by 9am.
Anyway, a really lame thing happened today, there was a FIRE DRILL! it's freaking lame, it reminded me of the fire drills i used to go thru in sec sch. We had to use the stairs to go down, luckily, we were on the 3rd floor. Imagine, those pple on the 9th floor or higher, if there is a higher floor.
We decided that we'll start our own little snack corner so we'll buy everything over the weekend and bring it on monday, while sandy shall bring her korean songs..haha
Sandy very cute, during the phone calls, she said,"didn't get ah?" haha, the ah part is funny. Charmaine kept pretending to talk in a very funny voice before the calls, and one call she made, once she started talking, she burst out laughing so she had to hang up the call. Some of names that they had to call was so funny, i think pple with the surname zhu a bit poor thing, coz when u say it out, it's like u're calling tt person a pig.haha nvm.
Alrite, i don't think i have very much to say alrdy, i think my flu is gone alrdy, and i'm glad abt tt, then i can breathe properly,hahaha. AIYAH, what am i saying, i'm talking rubbish alrdy. ok i'll end here. OH wait, i got one more thing to add, during lunch time, sandy, charmaine and i took a cab to singapore post centre, it's quite nearby so each person had to pay 2.90 each for cab there and back. not bad rite? that place has the biggest this fashion and actually, some stuff there aren't so bad, they're actually quite nice. WE reached back abt 1.40, feeling very relieved that most pple were still out for lunch.
okok, that's all for today, we'll prob go there again soon.

2006-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

why do u keep thinking i give up so easily, that i will just give up halfway again! it's very IRRITATING! you just don't have faith in me. i'm definite in my choice of leaving jc n going to poly. stop it! STOP HAVING DOUBTS, it's freaking annoying. if i give up so easily, i'll have dropped my chem last yr, BUT I DIDN't, i DIDN'T!!!!!

work's boring, haix, i really want to start anew again, start a fresh, new environment will prob be better for me. well, nowadays, i feel that aunty steph's bible study lessons are quite effective, i must say that i'm definitely more interested now than i was previously.haix, i do realise that my entries are getting shorter and shorter but whatever la.

2006-11-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

pple, i'll be away in Malacca from wednesday, which is tmr to sunday. so pls do not contact me from these days, anything can just email me.

2006-11-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Name a person whose name starts with a "S" Sarah
4th person on your missed calls? Not sure coz my stupid phon line doesn’t have an id
What was the last text message you received? From er forgot..haha maybe deborah? Regarding some church thing
What is the next concert you are going for?
Er dunno..hahaWhat was the last thing you ate? Simple dinner..some vege, venicent and er soup? Of coz rice too.
What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it? I asked my dad whether he’s watching tv and what he’s watching
Do you watch TV? Yes

Have you ever seen the movie donniedarko? Huh, what’s that
Ever been hunting? Hunting? You mean like hunt for animals, that kind?? haha
Is marriage in your future? Hope so
When was the last time you said "i love you" and meant it? Can’t rmb
What should you be doing right now? Er..go bathe?
Do you believe in love at first sight? Hmm not really
Who is the youngest in the family? My sister
Are you a heavy sleeper? Depends
Last time you used a skateboard? Hmm can’t rmb
Where was the last place you slept at other than your house? Hotel. during some family trip early this yr?
Ever run out of gas on the road? I do not drive.
Best movie you ever seen in the past two weeks? Didn’t rly watch movies, only one, but wasn’t very impressed with it.
Last person you saw? Er Joanne?haha
Talked to on the phone? Denise?
Hugged? Dunno?
Person you texted: my mum:
Today:
date? 15 nov 2006
Got any plans? For tomorrow? working

Currently:
Missing someone?no
Mood? moody

True or false?
I'm a morning person? false
I'm a perfectionist?depends
I'm only a child? false?
I'm currently in my pyjamas? false
I'm online 24/7? false
I'm very shy about the opposite gender? false?
I can be paranoid at times? true
I currently regret something i have done? Yeah, maybe?
I enjoy talking on the phone? Depends! OF COZ IT DEPENDS WHAT KIND OF CALLS!!!!!DEFINITELY NOT THOSE IN OFFICE SETTING
I have a lot to learn? True
I have a secret? true

The next few people to do this?sarah and fanny and bel?

2006-11-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hoodwinked - Be Prepared

haha..it's really FUNNY AND CUTE...the singing and dancing goat that has many horns..hahaha

37 years ago a witch put a spell on me
A spell where when I'm talkin'
I'm singin' it with glee.
When you're always singin' you got to live alone
That's why I made this mountain shack my home.

And when you're on the mountain, you got no guarantees
That life will turn up roses or turn out as you please.
When you're on the mountain, there's lots to be a'feared
That's why this here old mountain goat's prepared!

Be prepared, be prepared,
This lesson must be shared,
This lesson must be shared,
Be prepared!

Be prepared, be prepared,
And unless you got a spare,
You got one life, so handle it with care!
(goat yodelling)

I got horns that open bottles,
And I got horns that hold my keys,
I got horns that when you turn 'em right, they help me watch TV.
I got horns that open pickle jars,
And horns that come with hair,
I got horns that hang my other horns -I always come prepared.
Be prepared, be prepared,
This lesson must be shared,
This lesson must be shared,
Be prepared!

Be prepared, be prepared,
And unless you got a spare,
You got one life, so handle it with care!
Yeeeheeeee! Keep your hands and feet inside of the vehicle at all times!
(goat yodelling and more)
Ooooooh, an avalanche is comin' and I do not feel prepared,
It's rumblin' like a mountain lion - I must say that I'm scared,
And if not for the witch's spell you'd hear just how I scream,
But since I'm only singin', I'll just yodel 'til we're creamed!
(goat yodelling...)
Baaaaa!

2006-11-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

okay this post will be nothing but photos, photos and more photos...

the deco in the wading pool thingy we went into..

the snowman deco from behind..

the cruise ship..seeing it makes me wanna go on a cruise!!! Also, i feel like taking a cable car!!!!

mag and i. i don't care if i look horrible ..hahaha

JUST LOOK AT THE GIRAFFE OKAY? so cute rite the giraffe, it talks and all!!! haha

i'm sorry the photos have no order but below is the a christmas deco! so cute rite and it's sooo pretty...

okay i'm getting abit lazy and tired.so let's end off after i finish with the christmas decos..

okay isn't this pretty too??? haha okok now i'll end..if got anymore photos upload another time!!hahaha...THE END!

2006-11-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

Amusing things for today..

firstly, you can see from the elmo video, mag and i were playing in Toys R us..aiyah however you spell it la.

Well, we went to VIVOcity today!!

The best part of it was the skyroof on the 3rd floor! i LOVed it alot.

we took loads and loads of photos..haha but of coz most aren't here!!

Oh yea, candy empire is quite cool, but i only bought some jelly beans..coz now i like colourful things!!!

OH ONE MORE THING! i think one point to note is NOT to go there to EAT! you'll get SOOO frustrated trying to find a seat! We went from basement 1 to level 3 to basement 1 to lvl 3 dunno how many times and i finally decided that we'll try and find a seat in the food republic on level 3.

Oh let me tell you what happened when we were eating okay?

coz mag doesn't eat tomatoes and cucumbers, so i was asking her why not? this small girl sitting beside us added in tomatoes are nice, so are cucumbers, i love vegetables..and also that tomato is a vegetable not a fruit coz mag said it was a fruit..so pple what is a tomato? a fruit or a vegetable?

i'll include some really lame photos..

guess who???

the view from above of the skyroof..

isn't this like a really cool shot? you can see the ship behind!!!haha don't ask why this photo is soooo weird, but i just thot it was special!!!!

of coz we went into the small wading pool thingy too!!!..haha ..mag below!!!

But we didn't really have to worry about waiting a loong time before we cld wear our shoes again coz the sun was ReaLLY HoT!!!..haha it about 5 mins or so? we were ready to walk again.haha

oh WAIt, i forgot to include this photo! CAn u see the merlion????It's really nice sitting at the top of the stairs and overlooking everything else..it's really beautiful here.

continuing on nxt post...

2006-11-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

i nearly forgot, but didn't..haha

Anyway, i just wanna say...

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SARAH..

you've been a really great friend to me, i'm looking forward to dec 9th when you come back to Singapore..haha till then, i'll be missing you alot.

LOVE YOU SARAH..

wish you all the best in all that you do! muacks.

2006-10-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Bare Necessities

haha, this is so funny rite???seeing it makes you wanna laugh and sing along..hahaha

2006-10-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

sometimes, there are points in your life, you dunno what to do...

pple can let u down..can disappoint u..

it's like many times u ask yrself..who can u trust? who can u rly rly rly trust?

well, there's only one who will never ever let u down, nv ever do anything to hurt you, nv ever disappoint you and that is God.

sometimes, u just wanna give up, wanna run away from reality, disappear into some other world of yr own, so that you don't have to face problems, but that's not being realistic. Life is hard, things aren't so simple, like some like to think it is. But we have to keep pressing on, make choices, even sometimes choices that we don't like.

sometimes u can't even help those close to u making u feel so helpless..

I just wanna say that if there was anything that i did that might have pissed u off or hurt u, i'm sorry.

omg, this is like such an emo post..

2006-10-27T18:18:00.000+08:00

today was really fun too..

went to aunty stephanie's house to bake bread along with two church friends, tiffany and deborah(different deb okay). We even made a russian soup..very nice okay.

THe bread was a success okay, it's not the outside of the bread that matters, it's the taste of the bread. It's GREAT.

her hamster is huge la!

Deborah and i did the sun dried tomato focaccias..haha apparently, we misread the amt of oil to put in and put in 1/2 a cup of olive oil but turned out great! we put in too much yeast as well, resulting in ALOT ALOT OF dough..haha

tiffany and aunty stephanie did the garlic and cheese bread..it's nice too! haha we were supposed to say that the bread or the soup was nice but, three of us said the butter was nice...haha it's sooo off la..

okok i shall include some photos of the bread and the soup..oh talking abt the soup, what went in was like some beef slices, er..crap..i got STM..i just say whatever i can remember..capsicum, er..beetroot..erm some colourful vege thing..aiyah alot of other things..also got abit of red wine ..everything just pour in to boil..hahaha..oh carrots! ..dunno alrdy..

OK i shall show the photos..

this is the garlic and cheese bread, isn't that bad though, so don't judge by the colour, it smelled great! and tasted wonderful too.

Next see the sun dried tomato focaccias...one is supposedly the "snowman" so yea..haha

Pls note that exterior does not determine taste!!!

Next see the russian soup..

don't judge by its appearance pls, it's rly nice.it's rly rly nice okay plus u noe russian soups outside..like in russian restaurants are expensive!!!

alrite, i'm very lazy alrdy..haha but i enjoyed myself today la.so yea. just that the train ride was TIrINg.that's all.

the end~

2006-10-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

here are some pics i took ystday..

mag,me and denise..i noe my face very fat la..but don't care!

mag and i... she's been a nice fren la. appreciate it that she's always her crappy self and making me laugh. haha i love playing the snake game on her handphone! THough i suck at it! hahaha..

anyway, i guess now things are getting better and i'm glad.. :):)

the reflective thing..i seriously had alot to write, Ian thot i was competing with him la.

oh a very nice drawing i saw on the walls in the link between taka and wisma..

MAD..haha but still he wrote in point form. aiyah lazy to say the rest...haha it was a nice day la.

ok la..lazy alrdy..post pics of some stuff today later..

2006-10-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

okay here is the lamb photo that i cldn't upload ystday.

2006-10-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

HAVING SOME PROBLEMS WITH THE COMPUTER, my computer is HUNGRY! it ate up my photo of the lamb.

HERE's the maincourse as i mentioned in the previous post, i know it's stupid posting just one photo here, but NVM.

2006-10-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

okay the maincourse will be in a new POST. i'm FED UP ALRDY .... i'll try later or tmr.

today i went to eat at RTC again..the same place as i ate the last time..the fine dining restaurant..dunno what the restaurant is called la.

here's today's appetizer, however its' not as nice as the previous time but still ok though.

The appetizer...

some salmon appetizer thingy..

some prawn appetizer..

the soup.....

the maincourse...some lamb dunno what, but it's nice okay.

haha sorry the pictures all so messy and stuff..but yea. i know i'm obsessed with taking photos of food and places, so enjoy!

oh yea.. i CAN't WAIT for sarah to come back to SIngapore. SOOO MAny things to do..haha..

2006-10-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

i'll start the post with a photo..haha coz after eating ice cream, we went to the korean supermarket and denise posed with two cute drinks! one grape flavoured and the other orange flavoured..

yesterday, denise, deborah and i went out to town..

well we started the day with kbox..haha well it was fun la. Surprisingly, they didn't chase us out, i bet we cld have stayed there another hour and they still wldn't chase us out..but we were so nice can, we left like half an hour or so after 2..

deb! THE greentea ice cream is horrible! haha you have WEird taste..hahahaha..but i shan't complain, coz u treated me to ice cream.

(then refer to top part)

next, we went to kinokuniya and i went abit nuts coz i was reading out some story with a title which had the word cat in it..hahahaha..i kept picking up different storybooks and reading parts of it out.. ohhh..we ended up buying sorta like small planners or rather it's called date books..the good thing about it is that it has an additional 2 mnths..starting oct this yr..not only that...it has rly rly cute pics inside. it's worth the price la k.

well they stayed on abit more coz i had to leave early..had dinner at relatives house arnd 6..so yea.

okok shall write more nxt time

2006-10-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

Well, there's some story game thingy that mag, shaun, nathan and i played today. Nathan came in only like half way thru the story while shaun left after a while. We are supposed to take turns to write one sentence each so i'll post the story here, hope it isn't too boring, if not just skip it...usually shaun is the sadistic writer, while i'm the nice writer, mag's the realistic writer..

The earthquake struck New York and threw the whole city into chaos and shambles.

A small mouse emerged from one of the crevices and held out a cheese to a baby near a broken post office. That mouse had been planted by the evil genius koko to kill that special baby, the one who would grow up to rule the world. Unfortunately, the genius koko forgot that the mouse still had a heart, a heart to spare the baby. Then the genius koko activated his mind-controlling crystal ball and what once seemed like a compassionate mouse turned into a sinister rat.

That rat struggled to fight the mind-controlling powers of koko, he was once a human too, but had been turned into a mouse by koko for not having cooked his chicken dinner properly.

The baby was about to take the cheese when down swooped "flowerman" (superman) and carried the baby away. "Flowerman" had an "F" on his chest and wore his underpants on the outside. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN..a time portal machine opened up and brought Flowerman and the baby back in time which resulted in them colliding with the fire breathing dragon kind in mid air. Flowerman let go of the baby in shock and the baby tumbled into an underground hole where the molerats live. THe fire-breathing dragon swooped down after the falling toddler, at the same time, send down 2 rains of fire that engulfed the molerats turning them into delicacies. The princess then ran out of her castle to feast on the molerats, inviting the fairies, gnomes, dwarfs, witches and wizards to join her in this royal banquet.

THe baby crawled further inside the hole and found a mirror, the baby crawled towards the mirror and was transported to a world of cupcakes and chocolates. WHat seemed at first like delicious foods suddenly emerged three limbs and out came mouths with razor-sharp fangs and they started eating each other up until the biggest and meanest black forest cake was left standing.

THen all of a sudden, "poof", koko woke up from his dream and started swearing to kill the baby before she grew up and took over the whole world as it's rightful ruler. But a huge pot fell from the ceiling and knocked Koko unconscious , the baby suddenly crawled backwards, falling into the chocolate river and entering the world of strawberries. THe strawberries too, came alive growing three limbs each and sets of razor-sharp fangs and started cannibalizing on each other until the biggest bla-..i mean strawberry was left standing.

The mouse in the meantime suddenly transformed back into a human as Koko had died from that fatal pot crashing on him, the human proceeded to track down the baby to ensure that she comes to no harm. THe human stood on super flying wheels and flew to the world of unicorns. THe baby happened to fall into that world as well as trying to escape from the strawberry. THe unicorns were good people, they had magical powers to protect the baby and the human. However the unicorns were in disguise. THEy bared their razor sharp fangs and attempted to gnaw the baby's limbs. The human, kopiko freaked out and used his hidden magical powers to teleport himself and the baby to Zambia, it turns out that Kopiko is the guardian of future world rulers.

Kopiko found a giraffe for himself and the baby to ride on to a small little village which had a surrounding electric layer such that one would fly backwards and get electrocuted when walking past a certain boundary.

So very complicating, he thought, so they flew a house which had only one window. But suddenly, koko rose from the dead and kopiko turned back into a mouse. THen lightning struck koko dead and kopiko turned back into a man. THe baby grew into a 5 yr old toddler and started having powers to freeze anything she disliked. At 1, she developed great mathematical calculation skills and could do small angle approximation when 17- year old CJC students cannot even understand. Kopiko decided to name her Gabbranification coz it sounded chim just like her. A giraffe thought it sounded awful and named her ' Giraffey' and kopiko became mad with the giraffe. kopiko ate the giraffe. With the giraffe dead, the girl became known as Gabbrinification again but , the shield also died and left them defenseless. Gabbranification ate kopiko coz kopiko was so irritating.

With the guardian dead, the galaxy court sent down another guardian, kopiko the second!

Kopiko the second brought Gabbranification to the world of dreams , voices whispered evrey now and then, there seemed to be spirits floating around.(idea from BFG) THis was where Gab's training to be the ruler of Earth took place. THis place had a cave with rows and rows of shelves that collected bottles of dreams, some were lurking around, but the special ones were in the bottles. Everyday, GAb would play the game of catching dreams to build up her ability to discern the good and the bad and what's worth keeping. Kopiko the 2nd was her only companion and thus she fell in love with him.

However, Gab was plaved in a dilemma as falling in love would certainly become an obstacle to ruling the world. HEr heart will turn soft and no evil will rule it. THus, she considered killing Kopiko the 2nd. When he heard her talking in her sleep, he decided to commit suicide to spare Gab of the pain. THe next morning, Kopiko the 2nd was no more. GAb den fell in love with herself and became very self-centered and super obnoxious. THis caused her to develop much strength in evil finally giving her G-power, she could shoot G strings (please, it's not what you think it is)with will power and trap anybody in her way out to stop her. SHe lost her power as a fairy godmother saw she was misusing her power and changed it to the sleeping power, the ability to sing a person asleep like jigglypuff(now pokemon).

But KABOOM gab exploded with too much evil in her and a new ruler was born on Earth, baby Matt. His guardian Arienhod was then sent down from the galaxy court to protect him. He was trained under this guardian, Arienhod which taught him how to use a laser saber, soon enough, MAtt had become the best trained lasersaber idej on EArth ready to rule the world.

A beautiful mafia princess from japan happened to tour the world and met MAtt. THey fell in love at first sight. THe japanese princess, aiko was actually koko's granddaughter and when arienhod found out, she banned Matt from being with aiko, fearing she too might be like her grandfather, wanting to rule the world on her own. At that moment, on eof the creaters of the story, Jamie intruded to make sure that both Aiko and MAtt would not die.

however, MAtt was very confused on how she came out of nowhere. MAtt decided to check out Aiko's family past more and observe her closely. But arienhod would not let them be togther, banishing aiko to planet monster in freak out solar system number 712. Matt was so heartbroken and suspected Arienhod had fallen for him, and thus her bizaare actions, therefore started rebelling against her training. But arienhod did it only out of having to protect him.

Matt with all his power and strength fought against Arienhod but she was too powerful. SHe cut off Matt's hand so he could never fight again. Luckily Matt possessed the power of healing so he went to find Aiko and recover.

Meanwhile, Arienhod ruled the world.(stop bringing in star wars) Aiko was so delighted to see MAtt and both planned to overthrow Arienhod, they came out with a list of her weak points. THEy found out that Arienhod had no weak points and that the weak earthlings loved and adored her. Thus they created a clone of ARienhod named moon. Moon would take her place as queen after they killed arienhod and MAtt and aiko will control moon. No one would know the difference of note the change.

However little would they know that there was a huge flaw in the clone , that the clone possessed super powers and a strong will of his own. Moon was out to fight MAtt. MAtt, however healed a much more powerful hand which could change any weapon at will. Matt challenge Mood far above near the sun in outer space with a final blow from his flame laser bazooka he hit Moon into the sun, makin moon die. Finally, Matt took aiko up into the stars, telling her of his love. Out of star minerals, he created a ring. THey got married in outer space and then onwards ruled the world togethere happily every after.

2006-10-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes, life just sucks..

school was boring as usual!

I haven't updated my blog for a few days so i'll update today..

Thanks denise for lending me the princess goong vcd thingy..haha

i'll try to watch it as soon as i can.

Thanks also to pple who were there for me and cheered me up.

I guess that sometimes it's about believing in yourself that's important

not so much of what people say. Today some stuff made me depressed, shall not mention it here

i shall post something here..

"We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is valuable,

worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch.

Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder,

spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit."

~ e.e. cummings

haiya i noe today's post is very boring but oh well shall update something more interesting nxt time.

2006-10-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

2nd part..

at about 3pm, we started packing up coz there was no point waiting anymore. We became mad and started pasting the alphabets and other stuff on each other..hahaha

here's a really amusing picture, andrew was pasting stuff on low yon..so funny okay..

Anyway, after all that, i went to united square to meet my parents and bought denise's prezzie, that's all for today!

2006-10-14T17:35:00.000+08:00

Our Booth..

CJC Open House...

Had to sit at the editorial booth for almost the whole morning and part of the afternoon..

There wasn't any tablecloth to make our booth look presentable so we decided to decorate our booth with PAPERCLOTH and other cut-out designs.

Well, noone was interested in our booth!!! It became some information counter for questions like, where is the toilet?, who is the principal?, where is the principal's talk held at?, it was like we were some directory or something.

Just when we thought there was some hope, a lady who came to our booth asked, what is this? is it a program? -.-"..diao!!! then she pretended to be interested in our club and guess what? she just wanted the paper to fan herself!!!

Later, we thought of some plans, we should provide personalized free tours, photo-taking services and just change our booth name to Information counter.. Of course we didn't really carry out the plan, coz we were just too bored and noone was ever going to be interested in joining editorial at this point. People who come are more interested to see the school or go to booths which have freebies!!!

But on the bright side, there's no need to do the follow up emails anymore coz there's noone to send the email to..haha..

Continue on nxt post, something's wrong with this..

my new blogskin!!!

2006-10-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

yay, i finally changed my blogskin.
after saying i wanted to change it for soooooo long, i finally got down to doing it.
I got really sick of my old blogskin coz i can't stand that it's so black and depressing, so i chose something white and simple.

anyway, decisions are seriously hard to make and i have to decide properly..
nothing else to write alrdy la, the end..
oh yea one more thing:

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.
Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged.
If tagged the second time, there's no need to post again.

1) he has to have a great personality
2) he has to make me laugh(copy denise..haha)
3) he has to have a cute smile(sorry, denise)
4) he has to have the same beliefs as me
5) he has to be someone who can understand me
6) he has to be mature
7) he has to be someone i am comfortable with such that i will nv run out of things to say
8) he has to be gentlemanly
9)romantic
10)if can play some musical instrument, that's a plus point
there's more la but i just put 10 la..deb put 13 okay!!!

I tag: belynda, fanny, charmaine

2006-10-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

Today, i went out with denise, charissa and keith..
we took sooooo long to decide where to eat and finally decided to eat at the 24 hr cafe at cine.
Below are some pictures:

As charissa puts it, compare denise and the food, the food looks bigger than her face..haha

The huge "garden"..haha

Compare denise and charissa's plate of food...haha charissa's plate of food is humongous

obviously charissa doesn't like her food, just look at her expression!

But it isn't nice, so in conclusion, this place is only good for it's desserts but not good for main course..so pple nxt time when u do try this place, just eat the dessert, spare yourself the torture..hahaha..

Later, we went to take neoprints and stepped into swensens but coz they didn't have some yogurt thing so we walked to scotts and ate yami yogurt..:):) both denise and i ate two cups of yami yogurt, we should have bought the slightly bigger one..but o well one thing i missed out was that we were all rly crazy, haha i'm sure you know what i mean, charissa and denise.haha..

ANYWAY, it was just rly fun la okay and really tiring coz all we did today was eat eat eat..haha..ok the end.

2006-10-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

fine dining...

yesterday, i nearly missed the opportunity to eat fine dining but luckily i managed to find out on time where my parents and sis were going for dinner.
We went to Raffles Town Club and it was my first time going to that restaurant, as i usually eat at the other places but never on that level.
Well, the ambience there was really nice and so was the food. As it was my parent's wedding anniversary, this yr some how they let us join them to eat. Sorry coz i put the digi cam to flash, so couldn't really see the actual lighting, but the above photo is just how the place looks like.

First up, there was bread, okay haha bread's boring.

Next there was appetizer which we could take ourselves, later on when they replenished, there was also some beef thing and some cold jellyfish thing.

Then, there was the soup, but i forgot to take a photo of the soup, it was some prawn and crab soup, but it was really good, i wish i took a photo of it.

Finally, came the main course, and my dad ordered lobster, i ordered some steak thing, so did my sis and my mom ordered lamb. It was just nice, the portion and the taste and it was easy to eat. My sis bluffed me at one point, she said the ginger was potato and when i nearly bit it, she told me it was ginger, can you imagine how annoyed i was? haha i'm quite sad i didn't take photo of the rest of the food la.
LAST of all, there was tea or coffee...
This dinner reminded me of some meal i had in sec 1? coz my school had some ettiquette class at shatec and i went there for the food!!! obviously, i wasn't really bothered to learn stuff. haha.. but i remembered doing everything opposite of what was expected. haha i'm sure denise can remember, and denise please don't say anything about it, it's embarrasing.haha..

oh one more thing to add, i thought the big pepper shaker thing that the waiter brought to the table was supposed to be something else..haha..me and my lame ideas. i thought it was like my mum's the chair leg was spoilt and they had to replace it, or the armrest(whatever it's called) had to be added or it was some table leg..haha so ridiculous right?

Anyway, end of post...

2006-10-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

okay, i finally removed the hamster video thingy, i guess it was getting kinda annoying, coz it slows down my blog.

Anyway, i shall find a nicer blogskin soon, something more colourful coz i'm so tired of seeing black all the time, depressing..haha

Oh wells, i shall go study for geog!! Anyway, thanks denise, for accompanying me to eat today.

sushi OM..haha so cute la the name, but apparently, the food here isn't that well liked by other people. sad! but well we were like going crazy there and eating sushi just makes me happy!

That's probably why i eat sushi whenever i'm sad or just feel like eating.

Fanny is supposed to be my sushi partner.haha..but unfortunately haven't eaten sushi with her for quite some time.

Anyway, i shall be hardworking, i must PASS my geog, not just sub pass, if not that would be really sad. Maybe tmr shall go study with colleen!!!

2006-10-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

haha, this pic above was taken VERY VERY VERY LONG time ago at bel's house..haha

i came across it today and it was just really funny so i decided to put it up here. SORRY BEL, but don't think you'll see this, but if u happen to, don't scold me. =)=)

I was supposed to act as some ghost and i was outside at the balcony i think..haha

okok enough of my lameness..

2006-10-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

ok i shall not let my blog die!!!

it's been like almost a week i think..but there wasn't very much to write.

oh well, yesterday denise came over...and well the cookies didn't turn out well.

NOT MY FAULT! i forgot to buy something.haha..ok fine, it's my fault that i missed out on something then.

i'm quite upset about the cookies, it's always been fine, till yesterday!!!

anyway, i didn't feel like writing anything after monday, coz i was upset that hady won instead.

ARGH...my sis is so retarded, last night she fell asleep on my bed, she told me she wasn't planning on sleeping on my bed, but NO! I had to sleep on her bed instead. That crazy girl!!! Today, she's going to make me switch off something(aiyah forgot what it's called la) for her???

Anyway, the show denise recommended me is rly nice to watch.haha..the teacher in that show is soooooo cool la. i wish i can be a mafia princess too..haha kidding!

Debbie, don't give up now, it's only one more week for you!! you can do it! :):) I'm sure you'll be able to promote, so don't worry.

alrite, i dunno wad to say already.

2006-09-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

haha i think i'm so wuliao but oh well..

here's something i just read and i think it makes alot of sense..haha

"Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it,it's only good for wallowing in."

~ Katherine Mansfield, British writer, 1888-1923

Mistakes are like ugly seeds that if planted in the dark soil of forgetfulness may eventually sprout and grow into beautiful blessings.

If we insist on taking them out ever so often to examinetheir ugliness, however, they will never be anything but unattractive and utterly useless. Within every error is the seed of blessing. Regret is the herbicide that destroys its potential.

haha just something to remind myself too..oh well i should seriously stop being so wu liao.

anyway just watched Singapore Idol and i want jonathan leong to win. His voice is deeper and to me it just seems nicer la. more unique!! :):) ..plus he looks more mature and seems more gentlemanly. haha..aiyah i don't have to give reasons la, okay i shall go back to studying again.

see how boring maths can be??

2006-09-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

i'm back again!

anyway, must see the dancing hamster video..haha i found it really amusing, so yea.

Below that, there is a link that u can click on, it's some short movie clip, it's really nice la.

anyway, deb let's all be happy okay? :):) cheer up. don't feel so sad and don't compare please.

everyone's special in their own ways and have unique strengths that they can be proud of.

remember this.. coz you're good enough for God, you're good enough so anyone who says you aren't good enough for them aren't good enough for you! :) ok am i making sense?haha

i miss sarah! i realised i haven't seen her online for so long and there's just no news. Sarah, wish you can come back soon!! where have you gone? hope to hear from you soon.haha

okay i'm off to study again! i'm starting to feel really bored.

"Truths For Living: The more generous we are, the more joyous we become. The more cooperative we are, the more valuable we become. The more enthusiastic we are, the more productive we become. The more serving we are, the more prosperous we become. The more outgoing we are, the more helpful we become. The more curious we are, the more creative we become. The more patient we are, the more understanding we become. The more persistent we are, the more successful we become."
—William Arthur Ward, U.S. college administrator, 1921-1994

2006-09-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

hmm, i'm so bored of studying alrdy, so just a short post today!

well, i have to stop dwelling in self pity but sometimes just can't help it. i think it's a habit!!!

Anyway, fanny thanks for staying LONGER yesterday.

don't you think the sushi was nice???haha.. and i'm beginning to love the mushroom n potage campbell soup thingy, it's more interesting than just the one with only mushroom.

oh well, i can't wait for promos to be over!!!!!! bleah, but only can take a short break then have to study for h1..geog!!! which is on the 9th oct i think.

i'm kinda worried how i'll do for promos, although it's really useless to worry if i don't do anything about it.

i miss eating at ice kimo... :(

i realised that all my posts are so much shorter than it was last time. Maybe after promos i might have the mood to write more.

okay shall just end here.. i think my posts all getting really boring too..sigh.

"You can come out of the furnace of trouble two ways: if you let it consume you, you come out a cinder; but there is a kind of metal which refuses to be consumed, and comes out a star." ~* Jean Church

2006-09-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

it's been SOOOO many days since i last wrote something here.
Anyway, i'm really bored of studying.haha
Joannie, today's yr oral, i'm sure you can do it.haha..will pray for you.though you'll only see this like only later but o wells.
later fanny coming, hope she don't pangsei me after an hour again.
DENISE!!! yesterday was fun.haha thanks for studying with me in the bishan library! pple watching and speculating...hahaha i'm sure you know what i mean.
We practically cut down ten chapters(eh no.. stories okay whatever it's called) into two. haha and we were kinda accurate coz they came out with the mu qing one.
haha charissa is amusing!!!!..it was fun having lunch and all.we three make a crazy company. okay whatever.

thanks mummy for bringing me go eat icecream though i kinda wanted to eat at ice kimo instead. (:
oh wells, hope the results won't come out so awful. meanwhile, i shall go sleep and wait for fanny to come!

2006-09-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

Introducing..
Jaime's chocolates......

a new addition this week! a doggie..
there were other designs too..like an easter egg..and dunno what else..
alrite that's all..byee.off to study again.

2006-09-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

well, i have a new addition to my blog, a panda!!!cute anot?haha..
i really couldn't think of another name.
so it's called jmeee..haha..
anyway, its 3 more days to promos, i'm dead!
alrite, i better go study now!

ANYWAY...
i wanna thank my dad for the digicam..and also for bringing me to go eat nice food this week and last week and for everything he has done for me :):) and also my mom.
okay, this is starting to sound like some dedication thingy. but who cares..haha
also wanna thank my close frens, denise, deb, sarah, fanny for being there for me all this while and my other frens in school or elsewhere
and also just everyone who has made my life better! :)
Oh...my sis too..haha for being such a sweet and understanding sister.
THe END!

2006-09-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

My birthday cake! Nice?
anyway here's a really short post for today coz i need to study.
well, as you can see from the picture, i'm 17 today!
haha..i love the cake my mom bought for me.
FAnny so owes me big time!!
STUDY WITH ME FOR ONE HOUR ONLY !!!!
fanny you broke my heart and made me really sad.sobz..haha
well, thanks bel for lending me your jacket just now, it was rly sweet of you :):)
okay, anyway deb pls cheer up and be happy! :)
ohhh..anyway to bel, sandy,charmaine, carol,lay cheng, binni, shaun and jocelyn, thanks for the card!haha it's so cute esp the sheep, cow, pig and horse that you drew.

Alrite, i'm off to study now..byeee
thanks to everyone who made my day! :):)

2006-09-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

brownie cake from xin fang

This brownie cake from mrs fields, was bought for me by xin fang. It's so colourful!
I had to wait 6 hours before i could eat it coz i wanted to take a photo of it to remember how it looks like..hahaha.
i'm sad about the flower!! and the J and the dot above the letter i coz i accidentally destroyed it in school! bleah..so sad

Oh!!!..anyway right..
i wanna say a big thank you to jocelyn, belynda, sandy, charmaine, carol, lay cheng, shaun and binni for the 'mini' celebration! Jocelyn!! thanks for baking the brownie cake.
it's NICE..it isn't "l..." according to binni or doesn't taste like "peanut butter".
haha i was really surprised today when you and sandy came down to the canteen with it and candles and everything..haha i'm so touched.
Thanks alot, LOVE you guys. it really brightened up my day :):) yay, i'm going to be 17 tomorrow, i feel so old..haha

Anyway, here's a really nice card that my mum gave me..but the word can't really see coz there's some special effect. Aiyah i know it's not really clear but at least can see the picture right? it's CUTE! haha..

Here's something random... I just realised a mouse can conceive so many babies! okay maybe i'm just slow..haha..sarah had to dissect a male mouse in school today..ewww..haha and her teacher dissected a pregnant female mouse which had 12 babies...SO MANY!!!hahaha..

Oh ya, one more thing, thanks denise for gummy!!haha i was just thinking of dinosaur gummy the day b4 and you brought it to school.muacks!

2006-09-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

i went SWIMMING!!!
it's scary to swim at night but oh well after much persuasion by colleen, i decided to swim. I haven't swam in ages, i think it's been more than half a year..yea i think so.

After that, she studied with me for a very very short while. It was great coz i could ask her maths questions that i didn't know how to do. Tmr i think i'll be going her house to study after lunch. She's so smart la..from RJC and she's been my friend since pri one. However, we aren't that close so yea.

oh well, i'm off to study again. will probably be back at 11 or so.

FANNY you better feel honoured..you're studying with me on my birthday!!!!!haha..

hmm i'm thinking of dinosaur gummy and jaime's chocolates now...after exams i'll definitely go buy!

2006-09-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!! the STUPID msn is CRAzy!
i GIVE UP! I keep logging out and not able to sign in..i GIVE UP!

2006-09-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

sarah are u still mad at me? everytime i talk to you online, u suddenly go offline..
hmm plsss talk to me soon ok?? i love you!
today was fun..thanks to bel. SOOooo many funny things happened. I forgot the chair at the smaller table in cafe cartel isn't so long and my bag accidentally landed on the floor. i thot the wall was next to the chair.gosh so embarassing. Aiyah lazy to say everything la, but overall thanks bel..you made my day! :) It was nice talking to her after so long.

2006-09-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

i doubt my life will get any better. however much time has passed since long ago, will nv help.
i'm so frustrated! things just get worse time after time. what can i say? Nothing!

n denise n deb n sarah, this is Not abt u guys..
so yea.

2006-09-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

i shld just shut up and not say anything anymore.what i feel how i feel matters no more...

2006-09-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

my life is so screwed up once again, thanks to myself.

i dunno what to say anymore....

i just wanna say sorry to everyone whom i've hurt or pissed off.

n denise and deb, i love you guys and i just hope things will be back to normal once again..

i can't get any more specific than this alrdy..oh well, got nothing much to say alrdy.

2006-09-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

oops, haven't been updating the past few days, coz didn't know what to write and partly also coz i'm lazy..Anyway yesterday fanny studied with me and halfway through we were quite bored so we made a fanny and jamie powerpoint presentation..haha it was so lame la. Played with all the custom animation effects. But unfortunately my com sucks, it's so old tt's y when i transfered over the powerpt from the other laptop into this one, the animation effects were reduced SIGNIFICANTLY.
Not only that, we made some changes to certain photos that were on that laptop..hahaha...so funny la, but i won't put it up here, because it's embarassing and kinda mean..haha i shan't elaborate.

Anyway, i'm waiting for 2.30pm to come then denise will study with me. yay! omg i sound like a kid..okay whatever. oh my dad just showed me a torchlight that has no batteries but uses some dynamo thingy, so have to keep pressing then got light,haha so stupid.
okay i'm so random, argh i better go do some more maths first..

shld i just let the past go? or shld i do something about it? i dunno. anyway just wanna say a BIG thanks to everyone who's made my life so much easier to get through...LOVE you guys..

i looove colours

2006-09-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

how do i start to describe how i feel right now???Anyway I'm going to study right now!!!!!! F*
ARGH! i'm so frustrated. Go away..leave me alone.stop asking me to do things.sorry i'm so unautomatic.

2006-09-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

Well, below is something really lame that i did yesterday afternoon as i had no internet connection so yeah..enjoy!!!haha..fanny shld find this rly familiar.

hello, this is jamie news..
first up, i would like to share of a great place to eat chee kueh.

-THe BISHAN STR 22 MARKET-
Do check it out one day, it has delicious chee kueh at the price of 1.00 for 4.
i shall add a small photo of how a chee kueh looks like, in case you've not eaten one before, which would be really sad case.

moving on, did you know the nicest chicken chop can also be found in this market. It has the right proportion, from gravy, to chicken, to fries and other stuff. Eating this once, will leave you craving for more. I have been eating this for years and i still have not gotten bored of eating it.
Attatched is a picture of how it looks like in case you haven’t eaten from that stall before. It has a few franchise outlets, the GOLDEN ROOSTER. Sounds familiar? Well, here it is for you to admire below.

This is the end of the broadcast by Jamie NEWs..Thank you for listening and please tune in again soon.Radio jamie fm. where life is happy and sunny everyday. =)

OKAY that's the end of the lame stuff i did yesterday!!!!!

2006-09-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm FINALLY back..back to civilisation again.
Yesterday was really fun as it was today. Fanny came over to the place i was at temporarily and it's been a really long time since i've seen her. I LOVE YOU fanny! Muacks. i'm so glad you came over yesterday if not for you, it would have been really boring.
Well, let's meet again to study nxt wk alrite?..It was great hearing from you again and aren't you glad i introduced the chee kueh and the chicken chop to you? These two are the best! haha..next time we'll eat dim sum alrite?

Anyway about today, denise, deb and i met at toa payoh again at about 12 plus. Coincidentally, we all wore black and jeans..haha. I was so pissed, i didn't want to wear black today again, but coz my cupboard at home is like all sealed up and stuff coz of the dunno what that is going on at home, so i had limited choices. Bleah..haha..JAIME'S CHOCOLATES SO ROCK..omg i really love them. The designs and the taste is just great, they rotate the design every week and there are different kinds of chocolates every week. I really hope it'll be there for long. You should see the box with 8 or 12 chocolates in it, if i've got the numbers right la..The chocolates are COLOURFUL!!!!! it's really pretty but expensive. One day, i might just buy one box for myself as a treat. I just found a version of the somewhere out there that has the mice singing it instead so it's really cute but dunno how to add it to my blog..haha i know i'm so lousy. Another song i recently liked is the because you live by jesse mccartney..i only heard it yesterday..yes i know i'm so slow but whatever. ok that's all for today i think.

2006-08-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

Real Name – Jamie lee
002. Nickname – chip(squirrel),starfish,sheep,dunno?
003. Single or taken - single
004. Zodiac Sign - virgo
005. Male or Female - female
006. Elementary School - kinderland
007. Ipod – don’t have,sad rite?
008. How many buddies on your list - what list??
009. friendster name - jamie
010. Hair Color - black
012. Hair Long or Short – not that long coz I went to cut
014. Eye Color – dark brown?
015. Are you health freak - depends
016. Height – short but not as short as denise..haha
017. Do you have a crush on someone – hmm dunno
018. Do you like yourself – sometimes yes, sometimes no
019. Braces? – used to.not anymore
020. Think you're awesome? - dunno
021. Piercings – two on each side.
022. Tattoo - nope

Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - Nope
025. First piercing – pri 3
026. First best friend – denise?
027. First Award – Good progress award
028. First Sport You Joined – er forget!!
029. First pet - Fish
030. First vacation – somewhere in Malaysia I think.
031. First Concert – not sure
032. First love – cannot rmb.

Favorites

033. Favorite movie – can’t decide on one
034. Favorite tv show – don’t watch tv often
035. Color – Pink and purple too..
036. Music – some English and some Chinese songs.
039. Drink – Ice lemon tea, ribena.
040. Body part not on the face - dunno
041. Cartoon – sponge bob square pants..haha0
42. Favorite piece of clothing – got no favourite now..used to like one of my dress.
043. Brand Of Clothing – sometimes espirit
044. What do you sleep with – pillow,bolster,blanket?
045. Favorite School - SCGS
046. Favorite Animal(s) - cat
047. Favorite Book – nv read tt much alrdy.
048. Favorite Magazine – no time to read.

049. Eating - chocolates
050. I'm drinking - nothing
052. I'm about to – continue studying
053. Listening to – some songs
055. Waiting For – the end of promos.
056. Watching – the computer screen?
057. Wearing – shirt and shorts.

Your Future

058. Want Kids - yes
059. Want to Get Married - to someone i truly love
060. Careers in Mind – kindergarden teacher, wedding planner, I don’t really know yet, just some job I’ll be happy with.

Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - both
069. Hugs or Kisses - both
070. Shorter or Taller - taller
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - both
074. Sensitive or Loud – mix of both
075. Hook-up or Relationship - relationship
076. Sweet or Caring - both0
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - depends.

Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger - nope
079. Drank bubbles - no
080. Lost glasses/contacts – yes, I found out that I dropped it and it got run over by a car.
081. Ran Away From Home – though about it before but never did.
082. Broken a bone - No
083. Got an X-ray - no
084. Broken Someone's Heart - yes
086. Turned Someone Down - yes
087. Cried When Someone Died - yes
088. Cried at school - yes

Do You Believe In
089. God - yes
090. Miracles - yes
091. Love at first sight – not sure
093. Aliens - no
094. Magic - no
095. Heaven - yes
096. Santa Claus - no
097. Sex on the first date - no
098. Kissing on the first date- no
099. Angels - yes.

Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - Not sure

--Here is the deal:1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.And there you have it...
01 How does the world see me? All the small things-blink 182
02 Will I have a happy life? The girl all the bad guys want?(no link)
03 What do my friends really think of me? Who am I?
04 Do people secretly lust after me? Love me-Colin Raye(huh?)
05 How can you be happy? Bad day-daniel powter (how to be happy?)
06 What should I do with my life? Get over it-avril lavigne
07 Why must life be so full of pain? Mandy?
08 Will I ever have children? Blind-lifehouse??
09 Will I die happy? All deliberate speed?
10 What is some good advice for me? 5 colours in her hair?
11 What is happiness? You’ve got a friend-mcfly?
12 What's my favourite fetish? Your song?huh?
13 How will I be remembered? So sick-ne yo??
14 What is your love life like? Be my escape-relient k
15 What's your life motto? Girl next door?
16 What do your parents think of you? Whenever,wherever?
17 What's your favourite hobby? Punk rock princess?
18 Wht does ur best friend really think of u? stars? What??
19 What's the worst thing about you? Dance,dance??
20 Describe your mind. Good day-click five
21 How will you die? Salvation is here?
22 How does your crush feel about you? Girl on tv?
23 What is your wedding going to be like? Brighter than sunshine
24 What about your honeymoon? Here by me???
25 Describe the last day of your life. Drops of Jupiter?
26 Why does life suck? Save me?
27 Why does life rule? Bless the broken road?
28 What will you be famous for?autumn and me?
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?Don’t look back in anger?(huh?)
30 Will you achieve your goals? -wasted
31 What will your future job be like? Heaven knows
32 Your party life? Come down to me?
33 Overall, will you be happy? Reasons why?
34 Or will you just deal with it? Lost without you??

Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1) Denise
2) Deborah
3) Sarah
4) Fanny
5) Andrea
6) Joanne
7) Belynda
8) Sandy
9) Charmaine
10) jocelyn
11) laycheng
12) carol
13) kenny
14) jabez
15) ian
16) xin fang
17) rachel
18) charissa
19) Nicole
20) jing ting

How did you meet #14(jabez)? My church friend since pri. 5 or 6??

What would you do if you didn't meet #1(denise)? Would have missed out on a wonderful friend. i’m glad I met her.
What if #9(charmaine) and #20(jing ting) dated? Er..lesbians??haha

Would #6(joanne) and #17(rachel) make a good couple? They’re cousins!!!
Describe #3(Sarah) great fren, nice to talk to and shop with..love her too
#8(Sandy) attractive? Haha..sexy sandy.

Describe #7(Belynda). Love going out with her on doughnut dates n all, overall I love talking to her and love her personality.
Know of any #12's(carol) family members? nope

What would you do if #18(charissa) (this part got cut off. haha. no idea what's the qn)
What language does #15(ian) speak? The squirrel language..haha
Who is #9(charmaine) going out with? Haha..someone whose name starts with r..hahaha kidding!!!
How old is #16(xin fang)? 16
When is the last time you spoke to #13(kenny)? A few days ago I think.
Who is #2's(deborah) favourite band/singer?ah so sad, I dunno..haha
Would you ever date #4(fanny)? Haha yes..but unfortunately, I’m not a lesbian..haha

Would you ever date #1 (Denise)? Haha..i love Denise..YES..but of coz I’m not les la.
Is #19(nicole) single? Yes, I think so
What's #10's(jocelyn) last name? Ko?
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11(laycheng)? Haha, she’s supposed to be my new gf!
School of #3(sarah)? Omg,paiseh..somewhere in australia..sorry sarah..haha

Where does #6(joanne) live? Er she’s my sis!What's your fave thing about #5(andrea)? Love going baking with her.
Have you seen #2(Deborah) naked? Nope.

Okay, here's five UNLUCKY people to do this survey, it's kinda fun actually!
1) Belynda
2) Charmaine
3) fanny
That's all. ha ha

2006-08-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!! i cannot study at home, i'm so irritated. This week will be damn irritating, damn frustrating and i'm alrdy feeling so PISSED Off..coz there's the repainting of my home..and just now i cld only go to one room to study. Of coz CANNOT study. So i went to sleep and i slept for dunno how long and wasted so much time. All my plans for study today is ruined!
Luckily, denise is studying with me tmr if not i dunno what to do.
i got nothing else to say alrdy..seriously very pissed.

2006-08-27T12:43:00.000+08:00

i heard a song today-both sides now in church because it was sorta related to the scripture reading or something. like don't just see from one pt of view, i'm not very sure how to explain, but i do rmb ok.
Well, the original singer sings it rly slowly and i couldn't stand it..haha so i took the faster version to put at my profile! so do listen to it.haha..
Anyway, debbie thanks for photocopying the maths questions for me. Can't wait for our nxt study session this coming saturday. Well, i have lots to do today, so yupz.

2006-08-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

today was great!er okay more like yesterday. i don't think i had this much fun in ages. THANKS TO ALL WHO BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY! =) ..First, it started off at the church food fair, where we bought loads of food and rubbish. SEcondly, it was off to toa payoh hdb hub. We studied at the macs near the library and surprisingly, it's not crowded and we got 3 tables, making it really spacious to study on. Jaime's chocolates! :) Well, i gotta say that the study session was fruitful, i finished what i wanted to accomplish.
debbie, denise n i are going to set up a chocolate shop nxt time and call it jade's chocolates..coz ja(jamie) and de(denise and deborah)...cool rite?haha okay wadever. Ah i'm going to slp.NITEZ PPLE!

2006-08-26T09:39:00.000+08:00

i know i haven't been writing these few days, that's coz there's nothing nice or lame to talk about. Anyway, i was really shocked when i saw sarah online yesterday, haha and i finally received a call from her, that brightened up my day. Well, life is stressful at this point in time, expecting the best brings disappointments many times so i'll just expect the worst and hope for the best!
Ok, enough for today, nothing much to say, just that i'll be out today. I think denise will get sick of me soon, coz i keep meeting her.haha.. o wells..i shall go finish up that sickening eom before i go for my church food fair!

2006-08-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

oooh..i finally managed to get in here to write a post!
well, i just wanted to write something today so here it is..
ok whatever, this is so lame. Anyway, thanks denise, i really enjoyed today. Sorry, if i seem to be taking up sooo much of your time, haha..but STOP calling yrself a loser for slpin early. YOu aren't a loser, u're a winner..haha..okok i'm rly glad that you're here for me. Will be seeing you almost everyday left of this week, so much so that it becomes "jamie overload"!

2006-08-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

today was awful! I have one word to categorise today- DEPRESSING!!!
Everything is stressing me out and it's not the fact that i'm slping so late that im so grouchy or what. I'm just so frustrated and i just wanna say i'm sorry, to pple i've snapped at. I've been holding my temper for quite long alrdy and today, for some reason, i feel even worse n i just blew up, well of coz i got the SAME response in return, but it's my fault to begin with.
For not controlling my temper today!
Well, Denise, thanks so much for giving me the gummies and the toffee thing. You really brightened up my day! I LOVE YOU...
I've got nothing much to write today. Not in the mood.

2006-08-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

I'm really stressed!
I was just sitting down and suddenly realisation hits me..i just keep having this constant fear that i won't be able to promote, that however much effort i put in, i still can't get the results i want. Even housefly seems to be improving, and i'm just like stuck there. Yes, that's partly coz she's having tuition but i just feel so lousy. AT first, housefly's doing worse than me, and now? SHE's showing improvements especially in her Econs.
Maths rly drives me crazy sometimes, when i couldn't understand, i'm like feeling all frustrated and just close to tears, haha i know it's crazy but i just feel so at a loss if i don't understand.
WEll, today was one example of me going rly crazy, coz i was just feeling horrible, and my depression turned into craziness, haha. Ian became sorta crazy too and said all kinds of lame stuff but at least, he's a good person to ask maths..coz he's paitient enough and i understood after that. HElp!!! i cannot stand housefly, she drives me crazy, why must she sit nxt to me??? BEL!! you must help me!
Oh, then Ian suddenly talked about teaching me how to speak Indian, it went something like that...
Ian:lesson 1.1, shake yr head a little..(pause)..ok end of lesson 1.1
Ian: lesson 1.2, shake your head harder..(pause)..ok end of lesson 1.2
Ian: lesson 1.3, shake your head even harder and dunno wad..(pause)..ok end of lesson 1.3
Ian: lesson 2.1, start yr sentence with in or soon..ok end of lesson 2.1..
well then it went on n on for a short while and it was just rly amusing.
Anyway, denise was supposed to give me her gummy and chocolate thingy, but in the end, i didn't manage to get it from her.SOBZ..
ok i better go study then..BYE

2006-08-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

Anyway today i suddenly came across a song that i liked long time ago, it was in some cartoon called, 'an american tail' and luckily i found the song in radioblogclub after finding for quite long. I was quite sad that initially i couldn't find it, but well now it's on my blog..haha..the first page when you come in. hope you enjoy listening to it.
Anyway today it was rly wonderful seeing debbie..haha..haiz i better go study now. LOADS to do..

~the funny sloth that can SMILE~

2006-08-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today, but i'm trying to suppress all my feelings, trying to ignore my sadness and all. Well, today i learned something. Ian told me that sleeping late will make me grow old faster, like look very much older, n haf wrinkles and all. I was like omg, are u serious? So i've decided that from nxt week onwards i will try to sleep earlier. I have a funny picture of a sloth and well,it certainly made me laugh when i saw it, well it did sorta lighten up pple's mood when they saw this sloth..haha, i mean it's like which animal actually smiles? WEll, this SLOTH can!!! i'm so amused with it that i just haf to add it in..tata..i'll be studying hard today, havin some sort of study marathon. Except that, i'm studying by myself. Bel's so lucky, her friends all going to her place to study. Anyway, i shall write a longer post tmr or something.

Smiling Sloth

2006-08-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

I finally changed my blogskin!! Well, i thought it was nice so yeah.
Anyway, there's one chinese teacher in school that reminds me of a particular animal in ICE AGE!!! haha, when i thought of that, i was trying to suppress my laughter till he left the class!
Well, i found a pic of it, i think it's called a SLOTH, if i'm not wrong.
Oh the new animal for today: THE OSTRICH!
coz during chinese, a different chinese teacher was talkin about some shu yu tt sort of linked to the characteristics of this animal. It'll bury it's head in the ground when it's scared or something, SO stupid, it thinks that noone can see it by doing so, but well, it's WRONG! but sometimes, i wish i could just bury my head in the ground too and sorta temporarily escape from everything..haha ok that's stupid.
Oh well, i better go study. Denise got so freaked out today, and her freaking out..freaked mi out even more.haha.

2006-08-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

I'll be changing my blogskin in a few days time or so, depending on my mood.
Today was just BORING..
Looking forward to spending time with Denise tmr
i felt a sudden tinge of sadness today, coz i realised something i nv realised b4.
Sometimes, you can't really expect much from pple coz it's not guaranteed that they'll rly be there for you, ah nvm.
I'm probably just thinking too much, like i usually do. SO IGNORE ME!
I'm really looking forward to listening to Sarah's voice again, i miss her terribly. AT least, there's something to look forward to next wk.
I guess pple can't always fit in so nicely everywhere they go, it's like some places, you don't really feel like you rly rly rly belong. It's like you may not find a personal friend that you actually really feel close too and u may just feel like increasingly distant from pple den that place no longer makes u feel like u belong.
Argh, anyway i shall stop emo-ing.
Starfish no more...back to squirrel.
It's a few wks more to promos..i shld scare myself more..haiz, i need to eat more, i still dun have much appetite though i'm hungry....

2006-08-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

I'm a STARFISH for today!
I think even when i'm rly low on sugar, i become rly hyper.
I'm going to really study today, THE END! i really got nothing to write today la.
well, i'll prob leave a starfish picture behind then.
I'll write more tmr.
well, the reason why i'm a starfish today is coz starfish has the word star inside, and i love stars.
I read a story of a starfish today and decided to be one just for today, then i'll revert back to being the squirrel.

~i'm going nuts..haha~

2006-08-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh, I just went to cut my hair, I think it’s rather drastic.haha…but well, I don’t quite like it. I never do anyway, so makes no difference. But now, it’s really quite short. It’s kinda like symbolic of shedding of past hurts and burdens and well, I just felt like cutting it to change my hairstyle after soooo long. I usually don’t cut it so short, the last time I did was in sec 3 and it was really crappy. I don’t think it’s any better now.haha..anyway it was nice seeing Debbie in church today, it’s like it makes my day so much easier to get through when I see my close friends who really understand me. I don’t think I’ll write that much today coz there’s nothing much to write, except maybe that I’m stressed with the fact that promos are really near. LESS THAN A MONTH. Omg, this is soooo freaky, okay I better stop writing for today and go study first.

~For sarah~

2006-08-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

This post is specially for Sarah, it won't be that long but yea. I just want you to know that we're here for you, denise, debbie n i...if u ever feel down or wad, we'll be more than happy to listen to you, to console you or wadever else. Haaaiz, well it's been really long since we had a good chat, and i really miss talking to you and i really miss our little outings too. It's kinda sad that i don't really hear much from you, like what's been going on in your life and all, most of the time, we're like talkin n talkin abt what's been happening, and it's like i'm sure there are things to say about yr life, even though u say it's been boring. But well, if u really feel like sharing or anything, just know that we're here ok and we'll always be here for u.I miss you, Sarah. hope you're doing fine! take care, i'll be looking forward to see you the next time you're back.Muacks!!

StresseD!!..

2006-08-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

Just that one post today is really pathetic, so i decided to add another post just to feel better. Denise came over today and i'm quite glad she did or i probably wouldn't even start studying. But what we managed to do today wasn't really fulfilling, i felt like i accomplished nothing much. Anyway, Denise's appetite is better than me today and it's really surprising, it just goes to show how little i've been eating as i'm always the one eating her leftovers. Well, i did eat her leftovers but it was towards the end of our time together so it isn't really counted.
Today is supposed to be Econs day, but we only covered the first chapter, which was really short plus the chapter on demand. 6 hours on just those two topics is crazy! Those two topics could be covered in like maybe 2 hours or even less. Well, maybe it's due to the fact that we talked quite alot and kept snacking on sweets and other stuff.
I'm really stressed with what's been happening recently, and today just made things a whole lot worst. I don't really wish to explain why, but i just feel so weighed down and everything is just stressing me out. I know i was really emo yesterday and i just can't help it, i feel like banging my head against the wall, but that is REALLY STUPID! Sometimes, i just wish that i could escape from all that's happening, just take a long break and just leave everything behind to really just relax but it's impossible, i have to face up to reality and learn to deal with it.
I can't go on in life being so immature and so irresponsible, problem with me is i don't think of the consequences, i don't think how it will affect people around me as well. I'm trying to change, and i don't know why, but everytime i keep failing. Time after time, i disappoint my parents, myself and others around me.
I feel like there's this deep hole in my heart that i just can't seem to get rid of, however much i don't want to feel this way. But, i think i should learn to just let God fill this empty place in my heart, trust in him and whatever i do, i put him first and just learn to find happiness in him, as though the whole world may let me down, but ultimately, God will never let me down, he will always be there for me. He will never forsake me nor leave me as long as i trust in him. God's love is the only love that i will never feel any sadness.
Well, today i've made a decision and i'll stick by it..
Anyway, I'll have to learn to be paitient and learn to wait, because being rash and just rushing into things is really immature and i really want to be different, i don't want to be the old Jamie that i hate, i don't want to keep having to go through the same mistakes and at the same time, cause myself more pain.
Promos are creeping nearer and i really wanna concentrate and just give it my best. I shall stop emo-ing for now and go and study!

2006-08-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

i just screwed up my life again, this is sooo wonderful! argh, i hate myself!anyway i'm so stupid!!! i think i'll just go crazy soon, haiz my phone is gone again.SO stupid!!!! great la, i just got into more trouble.

~Don't stand! SIT!!~

2006-08-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

Today, charmaine was telling me that she can't stand housefly, so she wants to sit on her. Haha, i think it's really lame, okay nevermind, i don't know why i even put this in. Well, i did tell charmaine i was going to put it in so here it is. Denise is SOOOOOO sweet! I was just telling her yesterday that i had a sudden craving for gummy and she told me she'll bring her dinosaur gummy today and she did! I LOVE YOU, DENISE!!!!!! Well, i went to her blog and saw her cute, fluffy slippers and instantly fell in love with it. The slippers are so me, don't you think so? haha, well denise is going to get a pair for me for my birthday as part of my birthday present. Oh, it's exactly ONE month before my promos and i decided to start today, by doing some maths. Thanks charmaine, i see you so hardworking, i decided to start too. Tomorrow, denise is going to come to my place to study econs so that we won't be so lazy, if not we keep saying we want to start but we keep delaying. I know i write like some baichi or something, but i can't help it, i'm still so child-like and all, the things i write in my blog, the things i do, all of them are just lame and meant as a form of relaxation to me, so well i don't care.
hmm, i have a new ceiling fan in my room and i'm proud of it, it looks quite nice. ok i think i'm really random, i don't really have anything specific to talk about, so i just randomly say anything that pops into my head.
I wanna just look at stars, admire them from afar, sit on the beach,listen to the waves and just relaaaaaaaaax! I'm stressing myself out too much these days and i just need a break but i can't afford one now.oh wells, nothing much to write today, maybe tomorrow.

~The Farm!~

2006-08-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

side view and front view

Well, early in the evening, my relatives came over and i played with my the two youngest cousins, both girls. I felt bored watching the tv so i decided to do something nice, i made my mouse for them, one purple and one green. Well, i didn't think it was that nice coz the colour kinda faded away, but its the though that counts so ya. We were finding some toys to play, i couldn't find the bulk of my OLD toys so i took this rly rly laaame toy to play wif plus one other toy which i'm rly proud of.haha..the first toy was some small insects or animals or fishes which u supposed to try n hit it such that it'll be hit on top of the other person's insect/animal/fish. So the person with the least pieces left at the end of 3-5 rounds is the loser. Well, in the past, it was kinda nice to play..haha i can still remember at the end of sec 3 exams, when there was loads of spare time, i used to make my own toys and play them in sch, i think it's some frog game or rather some lame soccer game but well it was original ok, no one really thought of such lame games like me. Anyway, the photo u see on top, is the end result of the FARM...i LOVE it..my cousins and i spent quite some time building it and well, it's a success...i think i post more pictures of it...like other views of the FARM...

2006-08-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Propaganda DAy!!!...(according to Jabez), well this yr is the last time that the national day celebrations are going to be held at the (oops i forget la..aiyah wherever it is..omg i'm so terrible) and it's quite sad i didn't get to watch this year. WEll, SOME pple are unpatriotic n are out of the country alrdy..haha kidding la. I need to start sleepin earlier, i should haf like some curfew time to sleep by, if not i'll be sleeping around two or three every night and look like a PANDA a few hours later. Maybe, that's why i've been sooo sleepy and been sleepin my afternoons away. But, its sorta like a habit already, even my appetite becomin as small as Denise. WEll, i used to eat not only my food, but her leftovers too coz she always can't finish. Once, i didn't buy anything coz no money and waited for my other friends to tell me they can't finish, it amounted to like one full meal can!!!haha, see i'm so SMART!!! ok la i blog again later, now gtta finish some work...wait..go visit this website..haha i was laughin la..http://www.bbc.co.uk/cbeebies/teletubbies/nurseryrhymes/doctorfoster/
haha...long time ago,far far away, teletubbies come out to play..tinky winky,dipsy, lala, po..teletubbies(x2) say hello, eh-oh!...omg, now i'm like kinda crazy n hyper,it's soooo lame, i can't even start saying how lame i got, i printed out a teletubbies mobile can..wth...i can't stand myself sometimes.ok la i go now ...wait go see my links....got a teletubbies song...DAMN LAME!!!!

2006-08-08T13:51:00.000+08:00

Today, we had to walk 7km to Macritchie la, instead of takin a shorter route, we took the super long road tt went thru the 'jungle', the place denise and i walked a few days ago, thru merryn road(however u spell it) and thru the road near some island country club exit, plus walked sooooo long from one end of macritchie to the main part of macritchie. THe worst part was that there were soooo many grasshoppers, small and big ones at our destination where we sat on the grass....EWWW...the stupid grasshoppers made mi feel so gross.
Anyway, i really had a great meal today at sakae sushi..i've not been eating really well for the past few weeks, i don't really have much appetite and its rly wonderful to eat sakae sushi after such a loooooooooong time. Well, people say that my concept of time is all mixed up, but seriously i think the reason why i dun rly haf the appetite anymore is coz i have been eating alot of home cooked food, well i know its better and can save money, but the thing is i eat so little of it. I can't even finish half a bowl of rice for dinner! isn't that rly pathetic???
I miss SARAH...i wish she can just fly back now den i can see her again and talk to her. I didn't rly get to say gdbye the last time round, i didn't call her b4 she left, i feel sooo terrible.
Well, i feel slightly better today. Not so troubled, and i have to start being rly hardworkin soon. Promos are next mnth and i barely started, i'm only doing hw and all which is hardly enuff. HOW???i don't wanna retain!!!! besides, being hardworking isn't enuff if i don't understand alot of stuff.haiz, i'm stressed again!!!!!!

2006-08-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

I dunno but i just feel so awful, i feel so horrible, i want to just hide and not be bothered about what goes on. I hate my life!Words can't describe how terrible i feel now and i just don't wanna think anymore, i don't wanna do anything anymore. I don't even want to write a long post today anymore, i simply don't have the mood to....
Well, i'm really really tired and i just don't have the energy to even listen in class, i keep falling asleep the whole day. I even took a really long nap in the afternoon coz i simply can't take it anymore. haiz, i can't seem to stop stoning, i feel so dead and so lifeless..i hope denise can call mi soon..

~THE CANAL~

2006-08-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

THere wasn't really much interesting today except during lit-othello. I was quite bored and i just suddenly felt like eating sushi so coz housefly was in between bel and i, it was easier to talk to Ian. I said that thomson plaza has a sushi place, which isn't that expensive and tt i lived nearby..so Ian said,"you mean you live in Mandai zoo?" coz i'm supposedly the squirrel!!!! I'm supposed to be chip and belynda is dale. So he asked again which enclosure do i live in. I was like i live in a rock, den he said i was a fossil la.NOOO...i'm a live animal that happened to be able to survive trapped in a rock.
Ian: poor rock, it must be traumatized
Me: waaaad?..den i said no la i live somewhere else
IAn:where? the drain?
Me:no the canal, it's bigger and i'm a fish..besides i'll make lots of frens there and my life will be interesting coz there are bigger fishes who want to eat mi for dinner!!! and i have to constantly escape
Ian: yes, your life will be vvery exciting coz u'll meet new fishes everyday coz the water is fast flowing.What's the date?
Me: 49th august
IAn:i nearly wrote that la,What planet are u from?
Me: er..it's a new planet called the canal. IT has 100 days per month
Ian: how long is one day?
Me: er 100 hours
Ian: one hour?
Me: ten clams
Ian: What??? Clams?So what's one clam
Me: five pebbles
Ian: i don't think there are enough pebbles to last for one month..
ok end of conversation in sch
haha i think it was damn lame can..i laughed so much la, i found it damn amusing..besides i'm the luohan yu..haha it continued for a while more..but tt part not funny la.
well, at least i have wide imagination..haha..

2006-08-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Well, today i don't have the luxury of time to type a long post so i'll just have to write a simple one. At least, it's better than not writing anything at all. Anyway, today's project work day, FOUR hours of project work la. 3 in the morning and one in the afternoon. Well, the afternoon one was in the computer lab so was the one from 8-9 so in the afternoon, it was really really nice to sleep. Aircon lor..and the lighting wasn't that bright so it was easier to fall asleep. When it came to geog lecture, it was terrible! i nearly died. I can't stand the new teacher, the way he lectures is soooo horrible and he's sooo gay. He's like some metrosexual or something and he plucks his eyebrows! THe way he talks annoys me and i couldn't sleep during geog lecture. He even showed us what are his expectations of us during lectures. HE sucks! he'll make pple stand if they come late or they get caught talkin. wth la. Well, i was having really bad stomachache in the morning, dunno y also. I exercised today! i'm proud of myself, i ran during Pe..7 rounds but except that the sun was so hot and i seriously didn't feel well. I felt like fainting or puking or something. I had stitches too..then the pe teacher don't let mi stop, say must jog den it'll help to prolong the time that i'll get stitches when i next run, but it was really bad, i also felt so dizzy, like i couldn't breathe anymore. NOt only that, now i'm slightly darker,maybe not that much but the sun was seriously killing me. After running, i really felt so dizzy, cannot balance..haha..nearly fell down the stairs la. luckily, jocelyn was there. Instead of going into the gym, i chose to run can..to accompany charmaine! i'm so nice lor,haha.
Anyway i've got lots to do..no time to write summore things.Bleah!Oh ya..i visited denise like more than 5 times i think.haha..kept going to her class to talk to her..DEnise is nice, i love you, denise..haha..i'm rly rly glad u're in cjc too den anytime also can go find you to talk.
Bel bel..i must haf a good chat with you soon!!! nv talk that much as last time alrdy..coz of the obstruction between us..haha..the housefly!

"JUNGLE TREKKING"

2006-08-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

Today was quite wonderful for me though i was a little sleepy in the morning. Well i went to the library during break to use the com and just slack. I was so happy to see denise, haha didn't expect to see her in the library. Coz her fren siti was there too, and had some survey thing which she printed out, there was one question which asked what medium would u want to know more about gene therapy or something like that. I'm not very sure of the specific survey questions. But well, i just said out for fun tt i'll choose the others option and write there that i'll like to learn about it in my sleep. So suppose to make a bottle with some dream potion, den when i'm asleep, heat it, and let the gas diffuse and sorta enter my dreams, that way i'll learn abt in my dreams.haha so lame lor, but well i was feeling rly bored so i just anyhow say some random stuff. I think during project work, i was crazy. I dunno why today i was in a chatty mood, den keep talking and talkin and enthu also la.i'm mad!
Well, then i realised that editorial meeting that day was some farewell thing for the seniors, and i didn't noe at first. So after pw, during lunch, Denise n i took one bus stop down to the esso petrol station to buy some food. I bought gummy n chips n some crackers. Den we had 30 mins left before the meeting started so we thot we'll walk back instead through some back road..BUT we didn't realise it was soooooooo far away. We were "jungle trekking" from SJI all the way back to CJC through the backroad. We nearly got lost, but thanks to my common sense, i decided to follow the road which had a two way road,haha ok la i dun kua jiang myself la. We took 30 minutes to walk back okay, we were so scared that we'll get lost and it really looked like some jungle. haha..at least,we had some sort of exercise today. I don't think we'll be so crazy as to walk again.haha..well at least now i know how to walk through tt road. When we returned back to CJC with a whole plastic bag full of food, we felt so paiseh la. coz pple must think we're mad,haha. But at least editorial meeting was fun today. THere was cake, and it was soooo rich, i only ate a little if not grow fat.haha..not only that, there was microwaveable pizzas and more chips and hello pandas. Oh i realised there's a sports edition of the hello panda, i saw it in esso and i was so amused with it.haha..Den, we played soccer after eating in the classroom and it was quite fun. Oh ya, i think i write so much crap that not many people understand what i'm trying to say.haha ok nvm! Well, nxt yr i'm going to buy a longer skirt coz its so irritatin to hide and get caught!!!Must wear until very kua zhang...haha no la nxt yr den i see how. Well, i'm glad i'm in the same school as denise and same cca summore. I think it's fate that we ended up in same jc la.haha..been friends since primary three! so long lor, oh ya xinfang is so sweet, she gave mi a kinder's surprise today, den inside got some toy. The toy is so cute, some rabbit and magic thingy. Oh well, though i write so long, the content is like nonsense la.haha..oh no, denise asked mi to tell her what i thot of the guy in her class, i said spastic, haha..n i didn't think she was going to say, but she did. Paiseh, i dunno the guy, but he seems spastic though.haha..oh wells..i go take nap!!!

2006-08-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

My current mood: happy =)

The morning started off with some stress management talk, then after that there was something to find out what each of our behavioural style is, the DISC thing. Quite long ago when i did it, i was an IS..today i'm an ID lor. But well, i guess i'm quite a D, coz one reason's that i'm quite direct when it comes to something i don't like, or something i can't stand, i'll just say it out in front of that person. Like the many times i tell mag off coz of things that she do which annoy me plus i was either really sleepy that day or another occasion when i was having rly bad cramps..But she doesn't get it, she just laughs it off like everything's really funny.
I played basketball during pe today and it was quite fun and i finally really exercised and plus i scored abt two goals or so. haha, i'm so proud of myself, ok la dun brag already.Anyway as i said, today i did think of some more lame stuff. It seems like Jocelyn has a liking for chilli so i told her since she likes chilli so much, i'll get a whole bunch of chillies tgt n give it to her, but before giving to her, coz it's sooo hot, i'll probably be crying.haha..den coz later today, there was going to be GP, so bel said GP's very dry so must visit the pond later..haha, so lame la.
3) i asked Jocelyn during Geog lecture why must they call something castle koppies so she said that there were so many kopi-0s in that place so it became the castle koppies..haha i think this one was amusing.
Anyway, i shan't eat spaghetti in school for a long time already coz i got so annoyed with it today, Jocelyn says it's coz i dun eat it the proper way, hmph,fine! I feel STRESSED. Another thing is i feel that eating is a good way to relieve stress for me, as i feel like i'm escaping into some sort of dreamworld and escaping from reality temporarily. For that moment, i feel like all my worries and troubles are forgotten for the time being. oh well, i dunno what's wrong with the geog teacher, why does he keep picking on me? Throughout the geog lesson, he called my name like 5 times or more!!!!Nowadays, i've been sleeping past midnight coz got so many things to do and so little time.

2006-08-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

Everything I had written in the afternoon is gone! I’m on the verge of giving up. Oh ya, anyway I thought of something lame again. Long time ago, in the time of Adam and Eve, when Adam met eve for the first time, Adam didn’t know how to address her, so he said wooooo man! That’s how the word woman came about. I heard it really long ago, but I can’t remember when. Rachel was so amused with it, and we share the same ideology, that being mad is fun! But really, it kinda is coz u can just act yourself and ignore what people think about you. Ok I really dunno what I’m saying but anyway Rachel is a crazy mojojojo. I don’t know why I suddenly thought of that, but she’s 99% evil and 1% good, hmm ok 1% nuts..haha she’s going to kill me if she sees this. I’m suddenly hyper again, it really feels good to be my hyper self again, coz that’s when I come out with the lamest things and I just feel like myself which is quite scary..haha. Well now, we’re obsessed about shoes. She thought of finding a big net to capture all the shoes, den we can both have a huge collection and a walk-in wardrobe would be really cool..

Anyway I really miss going to ICE KIMO, it’s one of my favourite ice cream place and the location of it is just ideal, coz its near Thomson. Not only that, it is filled with lots of pink stuff and there’s a really nice bear rug. I was looking through my old blog yesterday and when I saw one entry on Ice Kimo, it just brought back lots of memories. It’s a nice hangout place to just eat ice cream and talk and the logo is soooo cute. I have the card with me. Today, I learned that hello panda has 12 designs and there’s one called super panda as it can fly and one called the geisha panda as it holds an umbrella and lots of other pictures. These names were contributed by Ian, the crazy person I sit next to in class, he’s so lame that he even pretended the hello panda was alive. Omg, I can’t stand it..haha..Anyway, I shall think of more things to write tmr as I have loads of time to waste before my geog lecture at 5pm.

2006-07-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

hmm, today my mom bought me new shoes, and for the first time in my life, i tried carl's junior. Isn't that really pathetic?..haha..anyway there's nthin lame to write, only the cookie thing i found below..but rachel posted on chocolates..so i did one on cookies.haha..haiz, so much to do, so much to study. Anyway, i must start studying hard and promote. Bleah, i dunno wad to say today, anyway i think my blog is more like entertaining..but today it's just sooo boring. o well, prob tmr i'll think of something lame to write.

Cookies!!!!

2006-07-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Cookies!

Cookies cannot swim!
Cookies is 1500 years older than the pyramids.
Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of cookies.
Wearing headphones for an hour will increase the amount of cookies in your ear 700 times!
Michelangelo finished his great statue of cookies in 1504, after eighteen months work.
Cookies can use only about ten percent of its brain.
The risk of being struck by cookies is one occurence every 9,300 years.
Cats use their cookies to test whether a space is large enough for them to fit through.
The most dangerous form of cookies is the bicycle.
Cookies kept at the window will keep vampires at bay.

~the stupid flower idea~

2006-07-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

helloo..anyway i thought of a lame combination of flowers, there aren't really considered to be flowers but still sorta like a flower.haha..so u're supposed to combine a cauliflower, a broccoli and a celery tgt and tie them tgt with pandan leaves.haha..isn't tt cool?ok nvm, i'm being my lame self again. My mum actually thot i was serious when i told her i wanted to get all those veggies to combine as a flower for my tutor who has taught me from pri 2 all the way to sec4, for her birthday. SHe said it was very troublesome, haha i can't believe she thot i was for real.

Anyway parent-tcher meeting was quite okay, mdm indra happened to come by and she told my mum that i'm very hardworking and that im always well prepared for her lessons and even for pw too..haha she has a good impression of me. lao shi wasn't that bad la, she just said at first she thot my chinese very lan, den when it came to exams..she said my compo had some standard there. she go n complain my attitude towards chinese not good, like i nv pay attention in class which is quite true coz i'm always so sleepy during her lesson. But still, it's bad enuff that she said to me long time ago that the oral examiners for o lvls must be deaf coz she say the way i speak chinese is terrible.so mean la and she keep doubting i had an a2 for chinese.argh, nvm shan't care abt her.

oh one more thing.my sis is so annoying.coz i helped her draw the nose in for some art thing den i said u can't beat my nose as in she can't draw a better one..den she said she can whack my nose..wth, she misunderstood wad i'm trying to say. but well i'm proud of my drawings i did for her.very nice can.haha i'm so ego. I NEED TO EXERCISE!!!!!n i dun like running!

~forget the past and hold on to the present~

2006-07-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

I guess the past just brings back alot of hurtful memories and i just want to escape from the reality of life! The cold, harsh reality of life just makes me want to delude myself that i'm still living a fairytale life and makes me escape into my own world, where i'm so carefree and happy. I just think i should release all these painful memories and move on from here instead of dwelling on the past day after day. ok i dunno what i'm saying, i just feel like crapping now. Anyway today was rather boring, i can't really rmb what i did today but seriously, i need a nap!i'm sleeping late every night and tmr there's parent tcher meeting. I think it's really crap and tt lao shi i hope she don't crap some rubbish about mi. Always say my surname wrongly. SHe's the only teacher who says stuff to put you down, i mean like where got teacher instead of encouraging you, say that you can't make it..that it's her misfortune to teach our class n just vent her anger on us by throwing the paper at us when she's angry wif someone. ARGh, have to see her tmr. I want maths tuition, haiz but my dad thinks tuition wouldn't help and he doesn't believe in tuition. I really dunno wad to say.
Anyway, it's so weird that when i don't purposely want to see tt j2 guy, i keep seeing that person. SO stupid..Almost everyday i see him walk past or some other place. Haiz, i really feel fat..i need to exercise. I think bel will think i'm crazy tt i keep saying i'm fat..haha..today's there nothing lame to say just that i'm rly slpy.that's all

~friends make life all bright n sunny =) ~

2006-07-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

I seriously hate project work! i put so much effort into it and it's like when i transferred the eom draft to the final draft and cut 200 over words, okay more like 300, den there are so many problems i haven't addressed and so many things i need to add.600 words is so restrictive, how am i going to be able to change the parts i need to amend if i can't cover it all in 600 words. I mean i've tried to make it as succinct as possible and i spent 5 hrs or more trying to cut down the number of words.ARGh, i'm really annoyed. Anyway one other thing i'm worried about is that i don't get into exco. Well, at least i did try, at least i have the assurance that i tried and that i didn't back out last minute.
The talk in the morning was sooo boring, i didn't listen to anything he said, i just took that opportunity to sleep and then i didn't feel so sleepy anymore. I'm so glad we didn't have chinese today, the teacher didn't come, i'm so relieved. THough i used that time to study econs, i think i still wrote crap for the test. I thought the test was postponed like a period before den when i came back for econs, i felt so cheated. I forgot everything i studied, it didn't help that the previous night, i was studying and falling asleep on and off.
In class, just before Pe..carol, lay cheng, bel, charmaine, sandy, jocelyn, binni and i were in class taking lame photos.haha jocelyn's idea of the teletubbies one was really cute.haha..i wana get the photo from lay cheng soon! den we can all put it on frenster as our primary photo..okay maybe not primary photo, maybe secondary photo. We even stood along the corridor, all 6 of us looking in different directions,wif binni helping us to take photos.haha must take more lame photos. It's amusing!One thing i achieved today:I FINALLY PASSED MY NAPFA!...omg, i'm so happy. Even though it isn't a silver but at least i passed with a bronze okay! it's the standing broad jump tt i was missing 3 cm to get a silver. Annoying. I'm feeling really colourful today. should have seen my geog notes, i used 5 different colours to highlight my notes. Oh..and i did something really lame again. On the second page, i drew half of some weird creature at the left side of the page..n half the other side on the right side charmaine's second page.So when u combine both pages tgt, you have a full picture, haha..okay nvm. Must see den can understand, i think it's damn lame but still it's funny okay. Jocelyn was laughing so much when i showed it to her. Oh well, econs projects due next week, i'm dead, i haven't started on it!!!!!

my 36th post i think!

2006-07-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

i feel like changing blogskin but my com is so weird.i can't go into blogskins.com..o well i shall have to make do with this one for a while first.anyway i don't think i have written wad my laame ideas were. The so called 'inventions'. I dunno y but one day before pe, i was very bored and in a lame mood den somehow i suddenly thot of something to do with hearing. coz we can't hear some frequencies..like the higher versions and the lower ones.so i thot of a stupid idea. mix an elephant and a cat or whale...ahh i not very sure already.Den create the 'super ears', with these ears you can hear all frequencies..haha den can predict a volcano eruption earlier..bla bla bla. Okay that was really lame, how abt my 3 dollar note idea.den when u want to change 5 dollar note into smaller change n u want only notes..u can have one 3 dollar note n one 2 dollar note instead of two 2 dollar notes n one 1 dollar coin..aiyah enough abt my crazy ideas.
Anyway i had a terrible time sitting quite near to the dustbin coz noone threw the rubbish away on friday. THe smell nearly killed mi.haha..good thing it's now disposed of.Mag had her half eaten burger in that dustbin..n there were other kinds of food n drinks..THere were so many flies n ants la. So gross. Lucky, Ian cleared it before the end of the day.haha anyway today jocelyn's soooo nice. sHe brought sushi that she made for us to eat.BUt it has cheese inside la, weird but okay la quite nice. I love you joce..so sweet. Oh well, kenny is so mean.Bluff me la.say he's from indonesia.I actually believed.im so stupid.cannot trust what kenny says.haha..but honestly, he doesn't look chinese. BUt i can't say anything coz neither do i. Lucky denise got help mi scold him for bluffing mi, he still say what his father sukarno is sick.What crap..haha...oh well it's my daddy's birthday today!okie..anyway i'll end of with a story i made last time. Omg, i feel so lame today, i dunno why but ya..
one day, sheep wanted to meet sheepy at grassy banks. Sheep set off from home..half way there, wolf came to ask sheep to accompany him to the big market sale so sheep went out of her kindness. Sheep was tricked!! Wolf sold sheep away and wolfie, wolf's fren who disguised as sheepie bought sheep. sheep was so happy when she thot it was sheepie. unfortunately, she realised it was wolfie and wolfie happened to bring sheep to grassy banks to have a feast on her. Suddenly, sheepyman (sheepy)(superman) appeared..and killed wolfie, and they lived happily ever after.THE END! okay that was a lame story but well i've written it n i dun want to get rid of it.haha..

2006-07-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

i woke up so late today, my mum said i'm having some sleeping marathon or what but no la. It's coz i slept at about 2 yesterday! so only slept 9 hrs.anyway this weekend is soooo stressful. THere are sooo many things to do and im stressed over the article. I have two more lit hw and some pw stuff. I am sooo stressed and i think i'm growing old coz i'm aching all over, especially my arms. Pe is terrible, yet that's the only time i exercise coz i'm too lazy to actually go to the gym or go running so yup. There's even bishan park which is like so near by but also coz i have not much time to go exercise.haha..Must start mugging soon. It's quite disturbing that my class overall performance is like one of the lowest..Bleah. i hope we can all promote together as a class if not it'll be so sad. I'm terribly upset about my maths. Maths is now my lowest marks, 25 1/2. It's suppose to be the only subject i'm good at. I guess coz i never practise enough and i didn't understand quite alot of stuff. it's like for o lvls both my maths n amths had a2 la. oh..i wanna see if can put some lame pictures i drew..haha...i was so bored yesterday. oh it worked..i shall add some more den.
<----THe funny creature THe giraffe

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